I feel again.

Happy, angry, sad, excited, just anything. I feel. I need to work on realizing the good that is coming out of this and not focus on the bad. I AM happy, I just need to remind myself of that when I'm feeling angry or sad. I will not let my passionate side take me over again, nor will I slip into the comatose state of half-me that I was for a very long time. I am working on a happy medium.